bad habits

It's 2010, a new year, and I've accomplished nothing through the years in 2009. I was having this sort of bad habits which I think almost everyone also has, I was too ambitious.

Every time I started working on a game, I started small, and no brainstorming or a simple pen-down notes for the game which I'm about to make. And that project ended up being scrapped, left in a folder on my hard drive, waiting to rot...

I planned to join competitions, but I ended up not joining any of them because I kept stressing out myself with the theme or requirement of the competition, when I could have just submit anything.

I wanna be a game designer but I have not much of a determination to start with. Told myself I would make 100 games before I graduate, but I only made 2 low-class games so far.

This year, I wanna try something different, I wanna try not being too ambitious, and start making good, standard small games... May the god of games help us all!